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Fionnuala Durkan

This House Is Not Haunted


This house is not haunted. There is death in the walls and there is poison water drip drip dripping a hole through the ceiling into your brain and there are people you don’t know living under the floorboards but this house is not haunted.

Six hundred people have lived here before you and left their grimy sweat-soaked handprints on the walls and yelled loud enough that their echoes are still trapped between brick and insulation but this house is not haunted.

The man from the letting agency smiles and shakes his head and assures you: there are no ghosts. This house couldn’t be haunted. No one ever stays long enough to die here.




Miniscule fragile precious thing of soft pink

flesh a wailing shivering creature
sucking in the new air of
this great loud

world of urgent
voices and anxious gazes
of strangers the only sound in your
seashell ears is your continuous wail
more a roar of triumph
than a cry of
you are here
you are here you are here
but where is she and her soft steady
breathing and the bass drum of her
heart you cling to her
with eager hands
to reach it before
it stops she reaches back
for now she holds you to her chest
with the halo of moonlight behind
her head gleaming on her blue hospital gown
she is gentle and firm and strong and soothing she is

your mother she is your mother she is your mother.

Glowing Windows


It was September when I started

taking walks in the evening

to watch the dusk creep in and cloak everything

in a translucent dark-blue mantle.


I watched summer disappear under
an impenetrable static fuzz,
a TV drama lost to white noise – Another story I’d never catch the end of.


And I wondered how long I could wait

and how many chances I could give

for next summer to be better than

every other that had come before.


In October I would go out at night
and glimpse orange houseglow through the windows

and try to keep a little of that warmth
for next summer, just in case I’d need it.

Fionnuala Durkan is a writer and (sometimes) artist based in Manchester. Her work mainly explores themes of connection, memory and identity.

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